| CL2280 | Basic Translation | B+ |
| LSM4211 | Toxicology | B- |
| LSM4212 | Pharmacogenetics and Drug Responses | C+ |
| LSM4232 | Advanced Cell Biology | B |
CAP: 3.78
damn sian abt e idiotic C+ on e results slip. but it was expected. i do nt know y e hell toxico was so badly done. most likely shd be i did badly for e finals... cos i feel that e 4 gp reports we did were quite alright. anyway, really kena toxic by e mod le. advanced cell bio was a bit more surprising.. after knowing tt i was ranked in e last 10 of e class after e test and presentation, i was expecting the worst. so, B is still nt bad. and the best of all is translation. haha. though it was worrying me at first, i mean, look at it, we are competing with all those PRCs whose command of chinese is so much better than us. but yay! I'm happy with B+. at least e effort i put in was nt wasted. and i really enjoyed e mod. :) i think it was e only mod that i liked this sem though e translation hmk was sometimes quite a pain.
happy cos it wasnt as bad as i expected overall. and it's only a drop of 0.05. only? who am i lying to? sad cos... aiya.. i also hoped for miracles, also had high expectations. and after i heard my fren got A for both her cores, i even more sian liao.
with my hay-wired hormones, results, fyp and e serious lack of slp, i'm seriously on e verge on breakdown. physically and emotionally. could feel e onset of fever jus beneath, but i know i wont fall sick cos my body wont let me do so, until i reached e end. was tearing on e bus home.. it's jus everything tt keeps on bombarding me. everyday, i do some expts, let my boss see e results, and den he'll ask me to a few bunch of stuff- new expts, repeats etc.. and before i could even start on wat he told me to do, e next day when i showed him another set of results.. i gt another new set of stuff. wa.. i plan till i goin crazy le. i'm goin thru e protocols almost during every moment when i'm alone. and i even dream abt it. it's crazy. but that's e only way.. cos it's thru all these tt i will remind myself abt e steps where i must take extra care.
i dun wan this kind of life. looking at e way it's going, seems like i'm gonna spend christmas eve, christmas, new year eve, new year in lab. which i bloody hell dun wan to. i dun wan to leave home when everyone is still asleep, and come back when everyone is abt to go to bed everyday. damn. tt's not wat i want. i swear it'll nv happen once i grad. this is sucking my life dry. and so i'll try make sure somehow or another, i spend e minimal amt of time in lab during e hol season. i wan go out. i think everyone's afraid to ask me out now. haiz.
i always know that e hard work i put in, double or triple tt of others, will nv get me to where e elites go. but to see reality kicking right into ur face day after day. u start to wonder how far being hardworking can take you? how long can i last in this condition?
with my hay-wired hormones, results, fyp and e serious lack of slp, i'm seriously on e verge on breakdown. physically and emotionally. could feel e onset of fever jus beneath, but i know i wont fall sick cos my body wont let me do so, until i reached e end. was tearing on e bus home.. it's jus everything tt keeps on bombarding me. everyday, i do some expts, let my boss see e results, and den he'll ask me to a few bunch of stuff- new expts, repeats etc.. and before i could even start on wat he told me to do, e next day when i showed him another set of results.. i gt another new set of stuff. wa.. i plan till i goin crazy le. i'm goin thru e protocols almost during every moment when i'm alone. and i even dream abt it. it's crazy. but that's e only way.. cos it's thru all these tt i will remind myself abt e steps where i must take extra care.
i dun wan this kind of life. looking at e way it's going, seems like i'm gonna spend christmas eve, christmas, new year eve, new year in lab. which i bloody hell dun wan to. i dun wan to leave home when everyone is still asleep, and come back when everyone is abt to go to bed everyday. damn. tt's not wat i want. i swear it'll nv happen once i grad. this is sucking my life dry. and so i'll try make sure somehow or another, i spend e minimal amt of time in lab during e hol season. i wan go out. i think everyone's afraid to ask me out now. haiz.
i always know that e hard work i put in, double or triple tt of others, will nv get me to where e elites go. but to see reality kicking right into ur face day after day. u start to wonder how far being hardworking can take you? how long can i last in this condition?



